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Anonymous confessions.

There was a gal here who did this once, and it became kind of a popular/helpful thing. I'm not doing this to become popular, but because I know that sometimes people have nowhere else to turn to. So here's my offer.

Post anonymously with whatever it is that's on your chest that you fear getting rid of. I'll be posting, too. You are more then welcome to post with your account, of course, but if you don't want to, don't ever feel obligated. You can also reply to people with the issues that are the same as you, to let them know they're not alone, or to give them advice. If you don't want any of that, just say so! Sometimes people just want to be left alone, but to still get stuff off of them.

So let's see if we can get this going. I want people to be able to get their heads clear, even a little bit.


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Apr. 19th, 2011 02:05 am (UTC)
I sometimes wonder if I will live to see tomorrow, and if I should let go of others in case I don't.
Apr. 19th, 2011 03:18 am (UTC)
Every day I panic about something, as the first anon said I too worry if I'll survive 'till the morning. Hypochondria to it's borderline of extreme. My life is in constant fear, despite putting the positive forth and having a laugh, it tends to lean toward the negative. I fear if I lose hearing, or if I lose my sight, or if I lose a limb, or worse. Fearing so much, I have reasons to, but then again I need to not think of such negative thoughts live in the now like I tell others to.

In the end, and honestly speaking I despise how I think, and I hate how difficult it is to do. Life isn't grand, but it's life and you learn, appreciate and love, but you also suffer. Everyone suffers in their life.
Apr. 19th, 2011 03:36 am (UTC)
I hate myself. Not to the point of suicide or something, I just hate who I am and what I do. I don't know why I'm the sort of person that I dislike or how it happened.
Apr. 20th, 2011 12:22 am (UTC)
Giving people playful nicknames was always for fun. But when one gets upset they never mention, truthfully, that they don't like it, so they just snap, drama happens. Why can't people just ask? Before it gets worse, so the teasing can stop? It's my humor, and I am aware that others are amused by such and not everyone likes my humor, as well. I just want people to know it's okay to say something before their negative side gets to them. Makes me feel like a piece of shit and shut down even more.
Apr. 21st, 2011 10:05 pm (UTC)
I've taken some people out of my life for many reasons, and I know they hate me for such. I am over them now, but then again I think back and wonder "Do they talk shit behind my back?" and "whatever secret, whatever I held close to my heart and opened up and allowed them in to know, I really hope they lock up that personal information, despite what happened." With that I mean whatever differences there is, even if I despise the person I keep the super-close-personal information to myself. I've kept said promise for many people in the past and continue to do so, unless they speak up about it and then it's just old news, right?

TL;DR The point is, I hope they respect at least that.

Also, I hope my decision didn't taint their like for the fandom. but either way, I do hope they're growing up and learning from all of this, as I have.

Another thing, I am quite obvious with this post, but it's not completely obvious. But I would like to say that what happened, I did not convert, change the minds of those who chose to take the same path as me, taking those people out. I wasn't changing their minds, manipulating. I vented, they shared their concerns and their POV, they made their decision, I did not make it for them.
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